The Tears Keep Falling

My wife and I have been trying to start a family either thru fertility docs or Adoption for almost 5 years.

We were working on a private adoption. The birthmother had the baby on tuesday, we even got to hold the baby. Every indication was that the adoption was going to go forward.

Then we went to the Hospital on Wendsday and found out that the birthmother had changed her mind and was going to parent the baby.

Parent? She has two childrent already and they are too much of an obligation for her.

Sometimes I just want to scream!

So here I am on Friday without a Baby.

The Tears Keep Falling